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Survivor of last week: mwah, as in moi.

Everybody loves weekends! Saturday morning was spent missing frisbee with the girls and guys, which was not a cool start. I love our impromptu sports meets. Went for training a little after noon with Anwar and sneaky Deep was there to conveniently snatch him away from me. I had no choice but to partner new people. Joseph, seeing a dying me: "Come on, faster! Think of your Chinese teacher!" (?!)
What he probably meant: "Don't be a girl, dammit. You're wasting my time!" Har har.
You know, I had always wanted to be stronger, speedier, to have almost no limitations to my physical abilities, like a guy. One of my instructors told me,"You don't have to be physically strong. Fight that war within. You'll be the strongest person."
After which he criticised my driving.

Monday was not blue! Miss Nurul ("Not a report. See Ms Nurul!"-Naz) came back with her wisdom teeth extraction story. I am afraid, very very afraid.
Slaved (marked) at the staff room with Ming Min, Koos, and Saliha, before having sushi and then sandwich at MY favourite place (which justifies every trip to town, for lack of commercialisation).

"Just because you cannot keep promises doesn't mean others can't try to keep theirs for you!"-Anwar

It's past two freaking a.m. and I have a pile of whatdoyoucallit (crap?) to mark. 6 months ago, I stayed up to mug. I am seeing red, literally. I think I scribble more words on each piece of foolscap paper than the kids do.

I am coughing my life out, and I miss all of you.

I shouldn't love you but I want to do
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

" 'Cause these are the days worth living, these are the years worth giving, and these are the moments; these are the times. Let's make the best time of our lives."

Dear God, if i cannot prevent the losses of intangible things, at least, help me keep the losses of my physical possesions at a minimum. Thank You.

Whatever that has been said of occupational hazards, my job redefines it all. At times I still think about running back to the sophistication and civility of raffles boulevard, instead of fighting an everyday battle in the lion's den. Make that two. Back then, I was ever only stressed when boss summoned us for weekly department meetings. Or when the CEO walked past my workstation. But now, everytime I think of throwing in the towel...I just don't. In the words of paula deanda, it gets so hard to walk away.

I love the way some things have been falling into place lately. I love the way how others haven't. My nth phone loss and my deliberate inaction left me uncontactable for a few days. It felt fantastic, to be able to spend time with myself and not worry about plans and more plans. That hadn't happened since y2k.I even had time to be absent-minded. I started keying in Nadia's phone number instead of my PIN during a Nets transaction. :)

Chris said something while we were all doing some professional bitching. The destiny of a kite is to fly. Those words would mean little unless you were thinking about the state of your life at that very moment.